undefinite

This is about a litle girl, litle girl who live on glass aquarium and she have to get out off the glass ball, yeah it's mean just connotation. A lilte girl was in difficult situation, she very confused. She wondered what she feel now. On the edge of a green lake, she look into the water "Did I lie to my own feelings? I'm just afraid to make something new in my life, what a poor i am. I was too scared. I'm afraid that i'll regret later. Why I always choose something that it's undefinite. yeah I don't know why.. please don't ask me-WHY? I ask, is
this just my obsession? I'm sory make you,me,we,us and all people around on confusing situation. But I really really  don't know what is this. Please always there for me, I hope you know", she said.  She was too afraid to take a big decision. And when she take a big decision she must undergo all the risk. all..

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